Sometimes I feel like I’m dead. Just observing everything else in the world, but not really experiencing it.
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I’m sick physically and mentally. I’m having hallucinations and paranoia. I truly need help!! But how do you tell your parents you’re mentally ill? This is a tough situation. I can’t even sleep because my mind is going crazy and it’s playing “tricks” on me. What is wrong with me? Why am I not normal? Why can’t I get up the courage to ask for the help I desperately need? I need professional help and soon.
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It’s all in my head. My mind is playing tricks on me, it’s deciving me. I have to block it all out. I am now having migraines and it feels pretty real. Is this what I’m doing to myself, or am I the victim here? Eitheir way I never liked this place. I now feel uneasy about everywhere in this place I like to call my own personal hell…
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